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[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

I'm just really pissed off, today...
Today was just horrible...
I don't know what's wrong with me... ><



My mom was unpleased with me, scolding me in front of everyone... for being a unthankful child, not knowing doing anything... the only thing I want was newspaper.. V.v
Than the pressure lying on me for always doing good... but I'm donig the opposite... I feel really pressured, and worthless...
And the fact that someone saying I have a horrible English... and my translation isn't good. Well.. I really gave a lot of efforts and time into those translation, since people were requesting them and looking forward to them... and since I'm doing a lot of translation in a short time, sometimes I just overlook a lot of misstakes... I really will try to do better in translation. But this really discourage me.. just leaving critics.. and not even a thank you...
But for all those who still likes my bad translation and looking forward to it... I will still give my best. Please continue to support me... ._____.

I know it sounds pretty stupid... so I ended up sometimes locked in my room and crying...
Just looking at my Teshi picture... I think I wouldn't survive with my little world, all the Johnny's and so on... It's really the only thing that gives me courage... it sounds pretty stupid? Hm? XDDD I know I'm horrible...
Since I've been listen all to NewS, I feel better now... I don't know... please give me some encouraging comments.. even for no reason.... ^^;;;

Here a really pretty wallpaper from Teshi.. This is on my desctop since I don't know when.. and it always makes me smile! ^.^ My favourite picu from Teshi... ^-^



So... I will do the Masu and Kei fact filles really soon! Please be still a little bit patient.. ^-^

Comments

[kawaiibabyheero.livejournal.com]

Wah I'm so sorry to hear about that. And I'm sorry that you're having a bad day. :(

And I find it rude for people to critic you like that. I mean they should be thankful that you are at least taking the effort to translate and relaying such information to us. I'm sure they would be in the same position if they were to translate another language. :X

If you want, I could proofread your translations and stuff, I'd be more than happy to help you! :D

and that Teshi pic is probably one of my faves of Teshi as well. although he doesnt beat Kusano in my heart! :P

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

thank you for your offer and encouragement! ^O^ No, I've been living in the USA for almost 10 months.. I should be able to write easy English.. I was just to fast in translation, so I slacked of in so many places... gomene... it's hard to deal with 4 languages every day.. ~.~
still thank for cheering me uuup!!! ^-^
*huuug*

[http://users.livejournal.com/kyo_/]

it doesn't sound stupid, coz' JE world gives me a courage too ( ;
Hey, cheer up! Maybe your mom was in a bad mood or just tired and you happened to be not in a right place and not in a right time. Sometimes that happens, you know.
About English... Someone is critizing you? Of course, it's not pleasant, but if to look from different side - isn't it a chance to become more skillful in it? practice makes perfect (c), so don't give up ( :
Tego's photo is really beautiful *o* Looking forward for Masu and Kei's too.

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

yeah you're right! I should practise my English... I should be able to write that simple stuff after 10 months USA... ^^;;; But I was just sometimes to fast so slacked off a lot... next time I will take care!
Thanks for cheering me up! ^O^

[akgla.livejournal.com]

Cheer up!!^^

About your translations, I did notice some english errors, but they're not really major. Even though there are a couple of errors I can still read and understand your translations (Which I am really really thankful for^^ I'm so lost with the Japanese language^^'')

What I'm trying to say is, don't be so upset about it~ It's not worth being upset over
Cheer up!^^V
.. by the way, really nice Tego wallpaper^^b

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

Well..I'm learning Japanese still... and I translate from the Chinese... I'm speaking German everyday and writing English every night! A day and four languages... ~sometimes a little hard XDDD
Thanks for cheering me up! I will take better care next time! Should be able to write better after 10 months USA... ^^;;;
you're welcome! I love that wallpaper! *____*

[akgla.livejournal.com]

Four languages O_O That's awesome.. I'm only fluent in two languages, chinese and english-___-'' I've been learning French for 9 years in school and I'm still not fluent -___-''

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

well I'm not fluently at Japanese at all^^;;; I just learned it about half a year... it's just I get confronted with it everyday.. well I wonder why?? ^^;;;
So you can speek Chinese, where are you from? ^-^

[akgla.livejournal.com]

I'm from HongKong^^ But I moved to Canada when I was younger^^''

[wildcherry012.livejournal.com]

Aaww don't worry and cheer up. I think you're doing a great job considering English is not your primary language.
I know how you feel when it comes to parents. I've been there before and after awhile I start to ignore it and realize that if I try my best it's all that matters. Hang in there!

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

thanks for cheering me up!!! ^-^ that really gives me a lot of courage!!! ^O^

[shine8.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!
I know exactly how you feel!!!! My four languages are Chinese, Japanese, German and English as well XDD It's incredible that you can do translations so early on. I've been in North America for 4 years and I just started translating, like, 2 weeks ago^^; And I don't mean to stereotype but Chinese & European parents usually require a lot more "academic excellence" than Americans....so it's easy to feel stressed. But don't worry, everything will be fine if you give it time. And, moreover, NEWS songs will always cheer us fans up!!!!!
Sorry how long this thing is...I'm just hyper over the language thing and hotness of Tesshi!!! *drool*

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

No way!!! XDDDD Which is your mother language? And where did you get those other four? It's pretty hard what? XD
That's true, parents are different... and I just need to get used to it! With you guys'help I will manage that!! It's sooo cool getting so many so sweet comments!!! *feeling so touched*
No problem, I like reading long comments!! Hihi, yeah.. Teshi is damend hooooot!!!! ARRRRR XDDDD
Well.. how about we're writing a different language next time XDDD
Can I add you? ^O^

[shine8.livejournal.com]

lol Add me!! XD I'm new to LJ though...must learn functions -_-
Either way...my mother tongue is Chinese, and I learned the other 3 when I went to the countries...(in the order of Jap>>Germ>>US>>Canada)my German sucks btw XD: Although I can understand it I would never be able to write in German error free =___=;;
日本語ならそこそこ喋れるんでよろしくお願いしま～すｖｖ
I can't get the water-drippin' Tegoshi out of my head now XD
The hotness is burning my eyes!!!! >_

[luv-4-gackt.livejournal.com]

Whatever! You're translations are awesome, and we appreciate them ^.^ Don't let some jerk's comment get you down ^.^

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

thank you a lot!!! ^-^

[jinfuuchow.livejournal.com]

oh heck no! your translations are awesome. man, have me translate for everyone and everyone would be confused O.o. hahahahaha.

cheer up! i'm glad there's people like you who would spend their precious time to translate things for everyone else. GANBATTE!!!

.....man tego looks sexy *drools*....he looks so hot i stoled it. hehe hope you don't mind. thanks!

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

no problem, just steel it! But not the real one, please! He's mine XDDD
No, thank you for your comment, it really cheered me up! I will ganbatte! ^O^

[kawaii-beela.livejournal.com]

aww... that sux that you're having i bad day... but i think your translations r really great!! please keep up the awesome work!! and OMFG#%^#$@^@@#$!@#%&*($!!!!!!1 THAT WALLPAPER OF TEGO IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SEXY!!!!!!!

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

thank you I will do that! ^O^
Yeah, that wallpaper is sexy *________*

[undine-luna.livejournal.com]

everybody used to have a bad day. cheer up!! I think my English is really bad if someone saying this I just say yes but I will improve. Sometimes my mom scold me too...so I just get moody all day may be cry and crying help a lot. Thanks for your Tesshi pic, it is so pretty and sexy.

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

thank you for cheering me up! It really help a lot!!!

[oinkplus2.livejournal.com]

awww *huggles*
though I've just joined yesterday, and I'm still catching on with things going around here, I've read your translations, and I really appreciate all the effort you put in all these>_______<
so don't bother about what others said if they don't know how to show some appreciation and gratefulness to what you have done
coz there are still many of us who love and support you here >w<
And take your time for the Massu and Koyama fact files, (though I am really looking forward to them XD)
don't stress yourself >.<, you have a pretty tough day, so just go and take a rest from all that work and drown yourself in more tego-fantasies and -addiction =3=

and bout your mom, don't worry,
all mom's love doing unreasonable and meaningless blabbings,
if what she said still bothers you,
just think of it as a kind of....symptom for mid-life crisis
(yep, it doesn't make any sense, but I do do so whenever my mom starts blabbing bout my JE obssession, and it works <_<) ... btw, your yuya wallpaper is dead sexy XDDD

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

thank you for your great comment!!! It really cheered me up a lot!! With all those nice comments like yours, I won't give up so easily! ^-^ And moms are sometimes like that.. I know.. but they still love you.. so
And our little world.. how can we just live without them... *-*
That's mo meaingless blabbings!! I love your comment! Please continue to support me! ^.^

[(Anonymous)]

OMG I love this Tegoshi wallpaper you did!!<3<3<3 One of my favourite pics too. I so want to rape him!!! NYA~~~!!!!

I think there are some sort of expectations for evryone to live up to but IT'S OK if once in a while you stumble and you fall. Life ain't always not easy. But if you take things in a positive light, you may feel happier and relaxed in handling future problems.

It isn't stupid to cry!! Heck, I used to cry EVERY NIGHT because I feel inferior, in relation to WHAT, I can't remember. And now thinking about it, I'm glad I've grown past that stage. In fact I think I'm stronger now.

JE and Tegoshi give me courage too. I look at his posters and pictures and listen to their songs and get lost in my own little world and for a moment, forget about reality.

But now I've got to snap back to reality and get back to mugging. Boo.

cheers,
random JE fangirl

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

waahh thank your for your lovely comment! It really cheered me up! Yes those cute boys just give us so much courage.. they really don't know how much!
Yes I'm not alone, thank you for all the support!!! ^____^

[nalanzu.livejournal.com]

Neee, wir sind sehr froh dass Sie diese Uebersetzungen machen. Ist doch schwierig (?). Ganz und gar nicht leicht. ^^; Die meisten von uns verstehen, glaub' ich.

Und nur 10 Monata in die Staaten? Uwa. Sowas konnte ich nicht. (Wie Sie sehen konnen, mein Deutsch ist nicht so gut. ^^;; ) Wenn Sie wollen, konnte ich die Uebersetzungen nachpruefen; wenn Sie auch die originale Japanisch haben, waere es fuer mich leichter, aber dass ist nicht noetig. Wenn Sie es nicht wollen, ist dass auch okay. Ist nur so 'ne Gedanke. ^^;

[kotorichan.livejournal.com]

Hihi, nein nein, dein Deutsch ist schon echt gut! Woher kommst du denn? ^-^
Bist du Japaner? Oder kannst du gut Japanisch? Danke für deine liebe Antwort, sie hat mir viel Mut gegeben! Ich werde weiter mein bestes geben! Bitte gib mir deine Unterstützung! ^.^
Dankeschön! ^-^

[nalanzu.livejournal.com]

^^; Bin Amerikanerin. Hab' fuer ein Jahr in Baden-Wuerttemberg (sp?) gewohnt, und jetzt wohne ich seit 3 Jahre im Japan. Aber ich kehre in der Staaten nach 4 Monaten wieder zurueck.

Ich unterstuetz Ihnen~ ^^ 頑張れ~

[kusano-sayuri.livejournal.com]

och man,da bin ich mal 2 Tage net im Net und ann sowas. Lass den Kopf net hängen, Schatz. Ich liebe deine Übersetzungen und ohne dich wären mir ziemlich viele news vorenthalten worden. Mach weiter so ^^ hast meine vollste Unterstützung bei allem was du tust und ich bin dir für sooo viele Sachen dankbar ^^ *kuss*